i promise to give it my best, nothing but the best. i promise to work super hard and make it this year. please, please, please give me a placement in qld. please. please.
I am in a state of please-don’t-ask-me. :(
I’m feeling nauseous and giddy every day. For about a year now? Sure hope I’m not falling apart from the inside-out. I suspect it’s just the heat, the air, and probably some anxiety & good old stress.
Ok, so they say write everyday. It’s just practice, right? Third day of 2013, and I feel like I have time breathing down my neck. I couldn’t sleep last night. It’s a horrid feeling lying in bed, wide-eyed, exhausted out of my mind - pleading for sleep. Praying between thoughts that run fast, hard and long in my mind. Days are filled with worry and struggle. They used to contain more hopelessness, but I think I might run empty on hopelessness. I think I turned a bend some time last week? Two weeks back? A couple of days ago? Persevere, persevere, persevere. Be more tenacious than you think you are, I say to myself again and again. More tenacity. More perseverance. More determination.
the key is to enjoy each other. :)